I am in the middle of one.

I left the church I moved to NC to work at. It didn't work out. So, now I am in a major transition. Trying to find a place to live, another church... and i got another job already in addition to Starbucks- at an italian Resturaunt as a host and server... check out the website http://towne-north.gianniandgaitanos.com/index.php

Anyway. Theres so much, but I believe everything is a test. I am giving my all to be strong, and not falter and fail. I want to be blessed in the end. I believe it will be a HUGE blessing. I have to be thankful that I am where I am, and although I dont have an "address" i do have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, a car, and a bed to sleep in. thankful for my job at starbucks... thankful for open arms everywhere. thankful for opportunities.

At this time, I am hating my flesh... the battle is deeper than i think... All the trials piled up at one time. But I will be victorious...

The pastor at the church I went to today talked about being imitators of God. ALWAYS. even in the middle of the storms. I had to put myself in check. I dont want circumstances around me to dictate my attitude... I want to be in charge of my attitude and have control over how I act.

I am soo blessed.

I am soo free..

thats it.